Expecting help

Human beings are very unpredictable and inconsistent. Their behavior can not be judged based on a single episode of their past. Just like seasons, people change. Those who cared for you in the past will stop caring. You best friend may become your enemy. Foes turn to friends. Its hard to trust people so fast because they treat you well oftenly. You cant really know who are for you and who are against you. Some people will be there to celebrate with you when you succeed only to leave when the celebration ends. They will ride with you when the road is smooth but abandon you when it gets rough. Sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down will be the ones lifting you up. You cant realy know who will treat you how. You will end up drowning waiting for others to save you. Its time you start swimming to rescue your soul. Sometimes you have to accept that you are your own hero. And the only helping hand is at the end of ur arm. You have to be open minded towards other people and accept how they treat you. Its better to be surprised than to be disappointed. Dont expect, just be hopeful. You should remember that in this world we are guided by the law of the jungle, every man for himself and God for us all.

My promise

For as long as I can remember, I’ve dreamed of love. I dreamed about what it would be like to care for someone other than myself, to desire someone other than myself, to desire someone’s presence more than anything else, to be truly understood by someone, I always imagined what it would be like but never in any of those dreams did I believe that it would be as beautiful as it is. For that I am grateful and I thank you. So its with that in mind that; I promise to love you in the vastest sense of the word, I promise to always respect you. I promise to always make you laugh and I promise never to intentionaly make you cry, or hurt, or fear, or lose hope, and if that does happen, I promise I’ll do everythin in my power to make those feelings disappear. Most importantly, I promise to make sure that God is most important and at the center of our relationship for the rest of our lives. I love you my sweetheart.